X made a lot of mistakes during the Eurasia incident that could have cost them a lot more lives. Maybe everyone did but that didn't mean they should go around broadcasting this. He omitted the more intimate parts of their relationship but he had a suspicion she already knew. She said she was sad it was coming to this but it was appropriate. He even discretely reviewed it with their operator since she had a lot of experience as it turned out with these situations. He had spent a lot of time trying think how to do this tactfully. He stopped when he saw X wasn't listening to him anymore. You mean a lot to me and you always will but there are things that I need to do.and it's better if we-" I'm putting the recovery of the planet first, you should be doing the same. I think we need to pull back because what I'm doing isn't healthy and I don't want either of us building resentment because I keep stifling this down. I see you hurting yourself and acting like it has to be this way and it hurts me, too. I know you might feel differently but we actually work better apart. I want to be there for you but it's hard when each time it feels like I'm getting in the way more than being of actual help. I'm not in place right now where I can keep this up, not when there's so much that needs to be taken care of. I said before that I worry about you, so please understand what I'm saying comes from a place of concern.
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